Ethan Stas

Love

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 09:51:08 -0400

You’re there when I need you least

Popping your head back into my miserable life

Trying with all your might to help

But not realizing your effect on me

Just when I think

I’m over you

But before I can blink

Bam

It all comes rushing back

But you love Him

And can’t seem to realize

The one I love most

Is right before my eyes

When you’re around

Is this what Love is?

It seems more like the realization

Of how alone we are

But you have Him when you feel that way

And even though it doesn’t help for long

I have Her as well

But I would give anything

To just be lonely

With you.

Nothing

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:34:00 -0400

I feel it in my blood

It’s in my mind

pouring in like a flood

It’s what I breath

And what I feel

Until I start to seethe

If only I could feel

Something

Something in this expanse of Nothing

Nothing

It’s what I am

Young

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:28:14 -0400

So young

Too young

To be so sad

Planned on being hung

Now I wish I had

Real

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 09:39:44 -0400

Are you even real?

How can I tell

If you exist

or just stem from my mind

Like a branch of imagination

In the tree of my life

Or were you the roots?

Holding me

Loving me

Saving me

It doesn’t matter anymore

For the roots have withered

And flowers fell

This tree is dying

Can’t you tell?

How could you tell

If you aren’t even Real.

Nights

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 19:02:17 -0400

One night,

I awoke at 3 in the morning

stumbled to my door

but couldn’t quite make it

and collapsed into a puddle on my floor

thinking of a girl I can barely remember

Her eyes were warm, her heart cold

Some Nights,

I sit alone, with the darkness and my coffee

And think of how I used to be

Then the regret rolls in like waves

In an ocean of emotion

Until finally my body gives in

To sleep’s embrace

which isn’t much better

My bed warm, my dreams cold

Most nights,

I lay awake thinking of you,

And am filled with both sorrow and joy

But like some other nights

most of all regret

I long to fix things

Irreparably broken

I wish I could fix things

Your heart was warm, your eyes have gone cold.

rudegirlqueer: sarcasticxfantastic: socialismartnature: Rape,...

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 07:31:50 -0400

rudegirlqueer:

sarcasticxfantastic:

socialismartnature:

Rape, By The Numbers.

everyone needs to see this graphic

Boost.

Disgusting.

deucebowl: she reaches down seductively. I guide her hand to my zipper. she unzips my fanny pack by...

Sat, 01 Jun 2013 10:59:31 -0400

deucebowl:

she reaches down seductively. I guide her hand to my zipper. she unzips my fanny pack by mistake. raviolis spill out everywhere

nickholmes: I can’t stop looking at this.

Sat, 01 Jun 2013 10:57:11 -0400

nickholmes:

I can’t stop looking at this.

Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be. There’s a shadow hanging over me

Thu, 23 May 2013 15:52:51 -0400

Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be. There’s a shadow hanging over me

Photo

Thu, 23 May 2013 07:18:23 -0400

Photo

Sun, 19 May 2013 19:54:09 -0400

Photo

Tue, 07 May 2013 07:41:45 -0400

And she promises the earth to me and I believe her, after all this time I don’t know why.

Mon, 06 May 2013 15:37:00 -0400

And she promises the earth to me and I believe her, after all this time I don’t know why.

Photo

Mon, 06 May 2013 15:31:30 -0400

Photo

Sun, 05 May 2013 09:49:02 -0400

I’m fucked up just like you are, and you’re fucked up just like me.

Sat, 04 May 2013 10:16:00 -0400

I’m fucked up just like you are, and you’re fucked up just like me.

Photo

Sat, 04 May 2013 08:28:31 -0400

Photo

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 19:39:28 -0400

animalsforpresident:

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 15:12:23 -0400

animalsforpresident:

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Sun, 21 Apr 2013 11:22:21 -0400